12 Sept 2009 - A day I will ever Forget...

Sept 12 Morn around 830

A call from the hospital sets us dashing our way; as fast as we could..
Along the way I keep telling myself, its just another call from the doctor..

I was wrong

He breathes hard

My heart sank...

There isn't enough time
There is so much that I want to say
There is so much I want to do together with him
There is just too much I have not done

I have my regrets
I knew very well those regrets will forever stays with me

But now I know he went to a place without anymore suffering
I know he went to a faraway land,but still looking upon us wherever he goes

I know he is still by my side forever, just in another form..

I love you Dad, you are Great!
Looking after me, protecting us in every way..

The Least I can Do..

Finally, he is back home;
a place he is so familiar with
a place he had lived for almost 30 years
a place that meant so much to him

I understand why he is so keen to want to go home
for home; a place that brings warmth to his heart

I am sorry , really sorry for bringing you home a little too late
I hope its not too late at all
This is the least I can do for you now

It pains me when I see you suffer
It pains me when I can't offer any help
It pains me when all I could do is only that much