It had been such a long time..

for so many months i lost the energy to update this blog.. just tired & exhausted..
I started this blog hoping I can keep track each and everything about her, a memory of her...
I thought by writing, expressing out my feeling will I be able to feel better...be able to move on..

I was just silly... I just don't feel better all these months...
No one can really know how I feel...not even him...

Time passed... its seemed to be such a long time but its only barely 5 months...
My life goes on, I try my best to move on.. My life doesn't stop just because she is gone...

But alot of times I failed, memories just brings me back to her again & again...

All I need is more time...