Choices We Made..

Choices..How often do we have to make choices??
There are just too many for us to keep track..

Times we are proud that we made the right choice & stick with it till the end..
Times we regret the choice that we made.. Can we turn back the clock??
But time don't stop, what is done is done.. There is no room for regrets..

Life is too short to be filled with regrets..

We will never know whether we are making the right choice at that moment in time..
It is a risk that we all take..
Only time will tell..

Bottom Line...

Don't be too good I will miss you.
Don't be too caring, I might like you. Don't be too Sweet, I might
fall for you. It's hard for me to love you when you won't love me
after all...

Bottom-line : A person who makes me love her is actually a person who loves me more than I love her.

Time to put down my burden

For so long I had been holding on the guilt. Holding on to the burden..

It is so heavy.
It’s time to put them all down.

I had been holding onto the guilt for such a long time. The guilt of making that decision for granny that fateful day. Someone once told me why am I filled with all the bitterness and sadness? Back then I don’t know what it meant but now I do. I am just dwelling in deeper and deeper each day until I hurt others unintentionally. I didn’t mean to, I’m sorry.

Now I guess its time to put down the burden and live life in a fresh new beginning..

Granny would want to see me this way..

To my loved ones, I’m sorry that I might have hurt you in any way or words that I said during this period. I hope you will be patient with me and walk through this darkest moments with me. My pain for granny will heal slowly..

I promise.

Running @ the Park

Its been such a long time since I last went for jogging..
I hate jogging actually, I don't enjoy every bit of this sport..

Just one month ago, I began to pick it up again simply because that evening I really need a breather,I need to just get out of the house.. so I thought "why not?" since the park was just minutes away..

I admit it was very tough at first.. going through the panting or perhaps breathless at some point but I still able to manage, lucky I never faint! (",)

The park had changed alot ever since the last time I been there.. There are so many people there, so many children playing.. their laughters really warms my heart.. They are happy and carefree.. playing in their little world.. How I wish times I can be like them..

Ever since that day, I began to run every sun at the park.. not to say I can run well but it just got better every week.. I am able to run a little further each week, manging a little better each time..
I'm surprised myself that I can push myself to get out to run.. Usually I am too lazy cause its no joy to go alone..

"At some time we need to stop and breath and look at people around us.. Sometimes we are too occupied and we just forget about people we love,we begin to take our loved ones for granted.. only to be awake when the day this person no longer around.. If I knew that tomorrow never comes, I will surely tell you how much I love you..If tomorrow never comes, there is no regret about today.."

Patience is the Key..

Came to realize that there is really nothing that can be done at this point of time..
What is needed to be done had already been done..

Its too late to self reflect on what had gone wrong.. too late to make any amends now.. too late to think what could be done to make it better..too late to think what have not been done..
afterall we cannot undo what we have did wrong or what we have said.. We can't turn back time..
We can only do the best when the next time comes..

Letting go of something is a selfish act for you are letting go of what you have allowed to bottle up for long time, a thing you do for yourself.. But letting go is also a route to heal..
Well, there is always two sides of the coin.. Its only which side we choose..

All that is needed now is for time to show the answer.. for time to lead the way..for time to tell..
If its meant to be, its meant to be no matter what.. Thats what people usually said..
Whatever it is, time is the only solution now, or is it not?
People are just too impatient to wait..
well, sometimes good things do come if you hold on a little longer..

memories will always be remembered fondly..that is the only thing that we own it..

"Life is a series of pulls back & forth.. You want to do one thing but you are bound to do something else. Something hurts you, yet you know it shouldn't.. You take certain things for granted, even when you know you should never take anything for granted. "----"Tuesday with Morries"

Don't let other's opinion dictate what you want to do, your heart will show you the way..

Trust and Believe...

Sundown marathon just over last Sat. The first ultra marathon in Singapore which drawn a crowd of strong runners but there was only one disabled athlete in this event, the 10.5 km race categories.

Despite not being like a normal person, he had the utmost determination to finish the race with the help of a running guide. He is determined not to become a victim of his circumstances. His perseverance allowed him to finish the race. Most of all, he believe in his guide who will lead him to the finish line.

I was aspired by his drive and determination. At the end of the day, we are abit more lucky. He is blind but he did not give up hope, he pressed on to become better, to surpass his own disabilities.

How many of us can be like him?

Positive
Determine
Patient

I guess not many of us are like that. Most of us just feel dejected when we are faced with problems, questions marks.

Its only take some time to reorganize our thoughts and goals in order to have a clearer picture of what we want or how we going to solve the problem.

At the end of day, its only to trust yourself and holds on to the belief you have to reach new heights.

Human beings, Waiting, Words

Human beings are complex creatures in the world..

someone told me that we shouldn’t tie ourselves down to think what others is thinking..

its tiring; for we will never be able to know what others are thinking unless they tell us..

To a certain extend, its true..

Waiting is a torturous thing in this world..

Whether waiting for someone, for an answer, for good or bad… it’s a torture…

For during waiting, you are filled with uncertainties..

you think a lot of the possible and impossible until you are drained to the very bit of your energy left..

Words can be painted into a beautiful picture

But only you and you will know how beautiful this picture is and the deepest meaning within..

At times you may wonder what is the true meaning behind those words..

Words can be easily said but will it be able to stand the test of time..