Time to put down my burden

For so long I had been holding on the guilt. Holding on to the burden..

It is so heavy.
It’s time to put them all down.

I had been holding onto the guilt for such a long time. The guilt of making that decision for granny that fateful day. Someone once told me why am I filled with all the bitterness and sadness? Back then I don’t know what it meant but now I do. I am just dwelling in deeper and deeper each day until I hurt others unintentionally. I didn’t mean to, I’m sorry.

Now I guess its time to put down the burden and live life in a fresh new beginning..

Granny would want to see me this way..

To my loved ones, I’m sorry that I might have hurt you in any way or words that I said during this period. I hope you will be patient with me and walk through this darkest moments with me. My pain for granny will heal slowly..

I promise.